Wednesday, August 14, 2013

A520.1.2.RB-Self Awareness


What do you notice in your results? I found that my results fell into the average category when compared to the scoring groups used for each study.  Overall, I did not score very well on the self-awareness survey and I was pleasantly surprised with my results.  This is the one area where I feel I did not understand what the expectations were.  I really had to think about what my reaction was to the questions and analyze certain situations compared to what I thought the right should be.  Self-evaluation is something I thought I had a in-depth understanding of.  For emotional intelligence, I scored a 70 which placed me in the third quartile; stating I have a slightly above average ability to manage my emotions when dealing with others.  For cognitive style I scored close to the mean for knowing and planning while scoring below average on creating.  On locus of control scale, I scored a 6; third quartile.  For tolerance of ambiguity I scored a 59 which placed me in the third quartile.  This indicates that I perform well above average in the ability to cope with situations with ambiguity.  Last, but not least, is the core self-evaluation scale I scored a total of 43 with an average of 3.5 placing me in the second quartile with a range of 3.35-3.87. 

How much of this rang true for you? I am not sure I agree with the overall results.  I have learned that assessment results change according to your internal position in life and also according to the external environment you have to deal with.  I understand that answers vary and there is no right or wrong responses.  I have to say about 50 percent of the results may be true.  However, from a personal perspective, I feel the questions are very general and subjective and not directed toward the individual. Nonetheless, because the direction did not state to think about a particular event, I am not sure if I would say that the assessments are practical and are based on real life.

What did you see that you were expecting in the results?  I felt that three areas were close to my expectations; emotional intelligence, locus of control and tolerance of ambiguity.  Overall, the results provided me with information that can be good for identifying my strengths and weaknesses. I feel these tools will be useful in helping me narrow down weaknesses that I was not aware of. 

What were the surprises? The thing that surprised me was the results on the self-awareness section of the assessment.  I honestly thought I would score higher in this area.  I guess I am not as self-aware as I thought.  With these results, I am now humbled after taking the self-awareness survey.  I was also very surprised about the thought provoking decisions I had to make with limited information on the defining issues test.  I did not score not score as high as I thought I would in this area. 

How will you make use of this information?  I am not sure of how I will use this information.  Maybe, when the course is over, I will retake the assessments and see how much I have changed.  With the pretest results, I will be able to acknowledge if I have some shortcomings that may need to be addressed for my success as a leader.  With post test results, I will be able to turn these identified shortcomings into assets by becoming more self-aware.  The information gained from this exercise will be used as a baseline from which I attempt to use the information to define areas that I can improve. 

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